THE STRANGER

The Stranger

Paris: Hypertangential Thinking

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

Photographer: Eytan Levi from Humans of Paris

While I was in Paris, I had the honor of meeting so many brilliant people, including Eytan, the young talent behind Humans of Paris. I was shocked to hear that he is only 16. He was very polite, and carried himself with an extremely mature aura. Age is misleading. It’s generally an inaccurate measure of someone’s emotional maturity. Eytan will be visiting New York over the summer, and together we plan to embark on a little quest to hunt down Brandon from Humans of New York.

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

But I won’t be writing about Paris in this entry, because something else has been bothering me. I’ve found it challenging to write lately. There are simply moments when multiple strands of thoughts race through my mind at an uncontrollable pace that not even my earthquake typing can catch up with. Even all the running I’ve been doing doesn’t help with my irritability. I’ve ran more than I have ever run before this week, but I still need to unwind. My mind feels so cluttered. This got me to thinking: is my mind ever not uncluttered? Even when I’m not extremely irritable, my thoughts diverge all over the place. Perhaps a few cognitive science and psychology books would shed a bit of light upon this matter. For now, I shall coin it “hypertangential thinking”. I can appreciate short, succinct, less tangential, Seth Godin-style prose, in fact I love it. But I really take pleasure in reading and writing lengthy, poetic, nonsensical, incoherent prose. On that note, have you read anything by Joan Didion? She loves Hemingway and ironically her sentences are some of the longest I’ve ever read. Her sentences meander a lot, and you often have to re-read the entire paragraph to understand them. Check out this kickass paragraph sentence:

In the 1986 Central Park death of Jennifer Levin, then eighteen, at the hands of Robert Chambers, then nineteen, the “story,” extrapolated more or less from thin air but left largely uncorrected, had to do not with people living wretchedly and marginally on the underside of where they wanted to be, not with the Dreiserian pursuit of “respectability” that marked the revealed details (Robert Chambers’s mother was a private-duty nurse who worked twelve-hour night shifts to enroll her son in private schools and the Knickerbocker Greys) but with “preppies,” and the familiar “too much too soon.”

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

Read the full entry »

Klimt: Death and Life

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

Photographer: Wayne Lin

I am obsessed with Gustav Klimt. I know I have dedicated quite a few blog entries to him… But here’s another one. One of my favorite paintings by Klimt is Death and Life.

Gustav Klimt, Death and Life

The painting itself resembles a modern danse macabre, a testament to the universality of death. Did Klimt mean to evoke fear or terror? Was the painting supposed to come off as bleak? I’m not sure. But it seems to me that death (the grim reaper) grins at life because life is a fool that he will eventually take, yet life seems to disregard death entirely.

“You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone, only you’re not. See, in all our searching, the only thing we’ve found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other.” - Carl Sagan

We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.” – Charles Bukowski

While I rarely schedule ideas for my photoshoots beforehand (inspiration almost always strikes during or after the shoot), this was a shoot where I had formulated a general concept beforehand. To pay tribute to the theme of death, I purposely picked a temple to shoot in. The setting complements the outfit so splendidly.

If you have been following me on Facebook, you may have noticed that I am actually in Paris at the moment. I’m visiting my best friend here and being interviewed for a documentary about Albert Camus! In a few days I will be working with the Humans of Paris team to bring you a treat… Stay tuned! ;)

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

Read the full entry »

Darkest Fantasies

THE STRANGER | Michelle Lara Lin

Photographer: Wayne Lin

“Who are you? 

Are you in touch with all your darkest fantasies?

Have you created a life for yourself where you’re free to experience them?

I have.

 I am fucking crazy. But I am free.”

- Lana Del Rey, Monologue for Ride

Read the full entry »